Saturday, December 18, 2010

IM'MA FAIIIILLLLL!!!!!

as my last post states....it was close to exam time.....
and i am writing this post in the mids of after exams and before exams..cause now is the summer holidays....
as the days went by after the exams..i keep thinking that I am sure to FAIL!!
so,one day as I was in History Class,my teacher cried out.."well,I've marked your Geography but not yet of your history...everyone did a good job"
I thought to myself..when pigs are able to fly,then would i only be believe that i did good..
so she continued.."i will be walking around the class,if you want to know your marks ask me"
and soo curiously..I asked her..
and she told me my marks..I was hyperventilating when I knew my results...
and the thing is I had failed which was the cause and then,I cried..but I tried really hard not to cry...
from then,she took me out of the class and comforted me...I felt better after but I knew that I had failed and the fear of not being able to stay in the 1st class had came over me..
then as days go by and results known every single day...I had cried and cried in worries of not being able to succeed in 2011..
it is over now and the question if am i still in the first class bothers me...

I'm Out!!=D

Thursday, November 11, 2010

it's almost time

been too long since i've been on..
my blog feels kinda dead right now actually..
anyway,it is that time again..
where books,notes,teachers,a quiet room and a nice cup of coffee or tea to keep us awake are our most bestest friends on earth..
The countdown has started. Study guides given out. Internet usage is scarce.
THE PRESSURE IS ON!!
As it is around 3 weeks till the big day which is the first day of the final year exams.
soo much to study and still so little time.
dad has been on my tail since the beginning of the month because of the exams.
it just feels like he is even more worried about my exam than i am..
eventhough i am pree' keen about my studies..(i think)
i havent been putting much effort into it..
sometimes i think it is just too hard...
studying isnt my thing in life..
having to sit on a chair and to read notes over and over again just makes someone feel sleepy and draggy....
it is just soo stressful..
i dont wanna complain but it's tooo hard and i dont like it...
*sigh*
wish God had made me smarter or something...

Monday, September 27, 2010

a fly in a cup of milk...

as i live another day,i think to myself,has my life back in Malaysia just got flushed down the toilet..
well it might be a possibility..
friendships lost
contacts gone and never to be found..
is this what happens when you move to somewhere else..
it has almost been a year since i came to Australia.I still can remember me in school trying to get the most of my work done and to be in a higher grade..
passing all my exams and sometimes having even sleepless nights..
who would have thought after all that hardwork,I would be left all alone..
To tell you the truth,it wasn't part of the plan at all...
those promises of still being together no matter what..all worth nothing..
i miss the laughs,the smiles,the fun we use to have..
slowly one by one moves further and further away from each other..not sticking together like what we said we would..
as i arrive in australia on my first day of school,i said to myself..i would never find friends,true friends that stick together through thick and thin,true friends that will hang with you no matter what, true friends that care..
now,it's all gone..
both my homes and both friends from both my homes are gone..
everyone parting away..as a kid who has no one to relate to and is the outcast of the whole group,is left all alone on her own..
friends that seem nice and friendly might not be what they look like....
after a whole 10 months in Australia and now towards my 3rd trip back home..
i realize that I am not happy anywhere..and it makes me question myself,why was i born..why am i a part of a family of brains..why do i exist..Am i even part of the family or was i just adopted when i was a baby...
As i step into the school grounds,i look around me and all i see is white kids...
in history one day,we were talking about the white australian policy and how they treated immigrants..
i was feeling different,feeling like a stranger to everyone around me..
a quote from Michael Oher,The Blind Side; "I look around me and all I can see is white,White walls,white floors and white people,Lot's of them"
this quote had really made me feel like knowing more about him..
when i hang with my so called friends, i seem to be like a fly in a cup of milk...
nothing here is by choice,everything has to be done on your own..but when you have no one to really help you..what's the point..

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Is happiness everything?

yes,is it everything?Happiness can't be found under a rock just like that.
where does true happiness come from?
does it come from love?
from friends maybe
what about family?
Those are the possibilities of where happiness can come from.
but honestly true happiness comes from a right relationshiop with God.
This was what I got during Religion in school today.
I think this is meaningful cause I've been in a really depressing mood since I came back from Malaysia.
Its been more than a month since i came back and I was never able to figure out why.

Anyway, I joined Tournament of Minds last term and when I came back I was told by my friend that I had missed 4 meetings and I have another 4 weeks to get myself ready with the team.
was an epic 4 weeks but we were able to win
This is what i had learnt from it all
Extra info guys!!
there is a lost city in Madison,Wisconsin.
the natives of the lost city is called the ho-chunks!!!!
and they are awesome!!!!!
well honestly i dont really know much about them but i can tell you about our journey..
well,1st we had our regionals at a school here in Orange and we won that since we were only against another school
then after 2 weeks with the same problem given as before,we made our way to syndey on the 11th of September.
we stayed a night and i stayed with the most awesomest girl meg collis...
then the big day came...
there was soo many schools around..it was just madness...
you can even hardly hear yourself because of the noise level of thousands of people talking..
we waited patiently and as the time came...
it was our turn..
a nerve wreck it was..
the shock of our life and the most fun as well....
but too bad we lost....we did do pretty well i guess..we actually got 4th place among 12 schools...
it was our first time too so we live and we learn...
and it ended for us..till next year we will wait....
the same team members minus 2 due to the amount of year 7s we have to take in..
was fun,was worth all the time we spent..
those lost lunches and recesses...and after school activities..
and now that it is over,all of us try our hardest to still keep in contact and still treat each other as a family...

study time...see ya!!!
=D

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

i'm finally going home!!

been MIA I know that...
well...to inform you's I have 100% been back in malaysia for the past 3 weeks..
and i dont think i have been enjoying it well...
everything had went all wrong...
1st,I wasn't even able to see any of my bestbuds...
2nd,I had the worst week of doing homework and assignments which sucked A LOT!!!
3rd,didn't get to see my two elder siblings when they came back and i miss them heaps..
but stop with the negatives...
and of course i had moments where i enjoyed my time...
well,the only thing i really enjoyed was when I spent a WHOLE WEEK in kl with my awesome relatives...especially my cousins and my uncle btw my aunty wasn't as bad as i thought...
getting my braces removed and hair straightened was epic fun and tiresome!!!
6 hours on the salon chair and 4 hours on the dentist chair!!!
amazing aint it...

well after all those excitements finally ended..
it was the time where i was all stressed and homework frenzy...
now I have a day left in malaysia to enjoy...
but i dont think i will...
flying off by thursday morning sure is sad..
when your maid that has worked with you and your family for almost 11 years!
and whom you treat as a big sister and part of the family is finally going back home to indonesia and will miss your 15th birthday party...
and i barely even got to spend time with her...
talking with her and just laughing like crazy with her...
where all those memories that will never be forgotten....special times with people whom you love most are the best...
as time is getting short and the new day has already started!!
the amount of sleep i get and have to get should be well enough..
and so i say my farewells and au revoir...
p.s. thanks to Shue Wen and Poh Hui for the best fun in kl!!love the both of you heaps!!

Saturday, April 17, 2010

To be Contnued...

*sigh*
well..i'm actually really stressed out now and suppose to be doing my lame essay about a novel for english.
it's almost the end of the 1st term holidays...
and i didn't spend them well...
was stuck at home most of the time but He did a very good job of making the 1st week of holidays fun..
been talking with dad recently and he has been putting pressure on me to take medicine and b a skanky boring doctor juz like my parents and siblings!!!
it's so unfair..he even gav me chemistry to read during HOLIDAYS!!juz so that i get prepared for hsc and university which is a million zillion years away!!!
and i got the money he promised me and i went in search for guitars..
but i had no idea which 1 should i choose?!!it's juz too hard....
feeling tired and exhausted...
he literally is sucking my fun away..
I hav to honestly say that for the past few days..i hav been reli annoyed with my dad..
and i juz feel like not talking to him...
I juz wish that You could b here...it's been almost a week since i saw you..and i'm so stressed ut rite now...=(
I can't stand the pressure...
I juz hate it..

well i gotat go!!!
xoxoxoxo

-Eddie Out-

Friday, February 26, 2010

I'm Comming HOME!!!

ATTENTION PEOPLE!!!!
i'm coming bac to my second home bac in Aussie on the 26th of February at 12 noon!!
and sooo I'l miss M'sian company but not the weather coz it SUX!!!!
i'l miss the yummy yummy scrumptious food and my reli reli soft pillow and my uber awesome guitar!!
*sobs*


well,3 days b4 i leave for aussie i got sick!!!
so wat do i do???

i eat tonnes and tonnes of ice!!!
iI kiss my bubba and i got him sick!!!
was tat the right thing to do i dun think so!!
now i feel uber bad for doing it!!


i'm actually confused coz a half of me wants to stay bac in m'sia but the other half of me wants to go to aussie again!!!
i ahve no idea wat to do!!!
so wat do you think i shud do!!!
but it's to late to change now!!!
i'm leaving tis house in less than an hour!!!
so i better get moving!!!


i'l miss my bubba tonnes!!!
it'll b a reli reli long period of time b4 i can c him again!!
who knows,mayb the next time i c him will b wit another ladee!!!
but i wont care now!!
i'll juz go wit the flow!!!
and wat had happen,juz let it happen!

it's getting late i reli gtg!!!
URGH!!!!but i dun wanna go!!!
i juz wanna stay and sleep and enjoy all my friends company....
i neva thought tat i would miss m'sia soo much after being in aussie for 4 months!!
hmm....i wish tat i could b wit bubba rite now!!but i too reli miss carrie,alex and lucy!!!
i can't even wait to go bac to school and juz talk wit them!!?!?!
*sigh*
I'm reli reli Confused!!!!

-i can't leave just yet-
p.s i haven't even finish the homework tat was given
p.p.s reading macbeth and son sucks like hell!!i can't even think straight now!!!
p.p.p.s all friends out there no matter in m'sia or aussie!!!i miss you all!!!
p.p.p.p.s 4 hour transit here i arrive
8 hour flight here i come!!

Monday, February 15, 2010

Bores-ville!!

AHHH!!!!
it's sooo boring!!!
i'm juz random-izing here!!
well..it's the new years and i'm bac baby!!!
i'm finally bac at m'sia!
and when i 1st came to c my friends and family!!
they had said:

-you became thinner!
-you became fairer!!
-you became FATTER!!
-you become more pretty!!

and all of it is sooo ain't true except the fat part!!!
and all my uncles and aunties keep on asking me on how was aussie??
liked it??
had fun..how was school...is it different from m'sian school!
soo ANNOYING!!
to b a polite person i juz smiled and said ok lar and like tat lar!!
and etc.


then i played table football(if tat's wat you called it)
and i lost to a 9 year old girl!!!
sooo embarrassing!!
luckily she was my baby cousin!


after that i juz fell asleep!!!
so damn freaking tired after all the commotion!!!

well,so now i'm bored and i'm fast awake whilst every1 is fast asleep in their beds!!!
but i still miss my bubba!
i wont b able to c him until i come bac from sitiawan!!
which sux a lot!!!!
i'm sorry i didn't c u the 1st time you came wit barney and tinee!!
i bet i reli made the three of you reli reli pissed off at me!
but you know tat i love you rite bubba and it wasn't on purpose!!!

ok so now i fell bad and i dun wanna type no more!!
so i'll go bac to sleep!!!
nitez ppl!!
love ya'll!!

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Tired!!!!

it's been only a WEEK
and my whole body aches like CRAZEE!!!
I can't even walk straight now!
oh wait!tat's not coz of muscles,its coz of my injured knee!!=x

do you know that!!
I LOVE DRAMA!!!
and and and I Love Japanese!!!
WHEEEE!!!
oh wait!I Love all my electives!!=)
coz it all rocks!!!

URGHH!!!
I have tonnes and tonnes of homework to finish!!
my hands can barely even work any more!
soo much research!
being in the smart class sucks!!

i've been cleaning the house like a mad lady just coz sum1 will b staying in my ROOM!!!
all coz of her i gotta move out of my beloved room!
but it's aite coz i'll b going bac to my bubba in 3 days tops!
how awesome is tat bubba!

I miss you bubba!
it's been soo long and i can't wait till i get home!!
it's great tat i'll b bac for 2 weeks coz i can spend all my time with you!
I have so much to tell you since you don't go online anymore!
since you started work!
imagine what'll happen when you start college!!It'll be such a DRAG!!


niways!!I MET Friends people!!
can you imagine that!!the most boring person ever has friends!!
UNBELIEVEABLE!!
and DUH!?an ASIAN in school can make friends wit Aussie-ians but cant make friends wit asians!!
how weird is tat!!


I've been in aussie for nearly 5 months and i dun have ppl starring at me no more!!WHHEEEEEEEE!!!
I can't even breath rite without him!
i need my bubba to come here quick or not i'll die without you beside me!
Life here is such a bore and I've been eating and eating and EATING as much as i can(not reli)
but i am reli FAT now!!all thanks to my dearly loved DAD!

so i'm outta ideas and i'll blog whenever i can again!!
I love you people!!
Especially Carrie(I know yr reading tis!!) and my kenny bunny!

I'll b back everyone!!
Ill be back!

- you can call me Panda-san -

p.s I'm coming home in 4 days!!
count the days every1!
p.p.s.oh ya!did i mention that'll i'll b missing school for 2 weeks and I gotta take all my homework bac!!!I'm sooo gonna b dead meat when i get bac!!
p.p.p.s I gotta get a job real quick before i get broke!
p.p.p.p.s I love ginger beer and OJ too!!

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Awkward-ness!!

O HAYO GOZAIMAS!!

well,i think tis post will b reli long!!!
hmm..so where do i start!!
oh yes....
on the 28th of January 2010,my school that i would b attending to,James Sheahan Catholic High School had Orientation for new kids for example ME!!!
well,in the morning,i wasn't sure if i should where my uniform or where casual clothes..
so i made the worst choice ever!!
i had worn the wrong type of clothing!!

1st rule in tat school..Orientation neva ever wear casual clothes!!make a bad impression
so put of 10 students,I was the oni one who wore casual clothing...
and i had juz felt like going bac home to change but i was tooo late!!
so i bear with it for 3 hours walking every where around the school!!
and doing sum lame questions wit my so called new friends..
it was till 11 and i started at 8 am in the morning!!
how suckish was that!!
i was actually suppose to go bac at 5pm wit my neighbour but instead i had a friend which is now ma best friend,and her family had agreed to send me bac home with their very very hungry stomachs!!I was sooo grateful for their help!!

then comes the 1st day of school!!I woke up at 6 am in the morning coz my dad and his very noisy movements around the house woke me up and also coz of the reli reli bright sun tat was shining in my eyes!!
so i got up and my dad went to work and i got ready for school,i took my bath and i tied my hair and did my hair in the ever most cutest way i can..xp
coz i had like bobby pins all over my hair and a headband and a reli reli bright maroon ribbon tied to my hair..
i had no idea y but i said to my self tat tis would b a great day,juz to lighten my day..
walked over to the Ortiz's house(my neighbours) so tat his daughters and me could go to school as v are in the same school after all..
reached school and every1 else went their own ways!!and i was left all alone!!
after walking back and forth from the office to the hall and bac to the office i finally saw another friend of mine named Matt..so v talked and walked and he asked where was i going and i too was hoping he would tell me where to go and I'll juz follow but in the end v juz ended up going to the office and asking where v shud wait!!
then they said v shud wait at the hall and so v did!!
but b4 tat v went to get another guy friend named Michael but v call him Mikey!!
and to the hall v go...
after talking and waiting for awhile the school bell finally rang and v were able to get into the hall for assembly!!

after assembly v had a group meetings wit the whole year 9 group and our year coordinator,Mrs.Mary Russell!!v received our timetables and v were told that v would b having our class photos on Monday so look your best...soo annoying!!
after that v went for Roll Call
Roll Call is like yr school houses where v would get updated on what is happening now and then..
of wat would b the upcoming activities and blah!!
next on the 2nd period i was already lost and i had no idea where i was going so i stopped and asked one of the senior students!!
at last i found my way to safety wit sum help..
i had GEOGRAPHY!!!soo soo coool!!coz the teacher made Geo sound so interesting..
and well yes v did study and took notes a lil...
had recess after that,recess i was totally blur but i had friends so v juz talked and talked and talked and TALKED!!the bell rang time for another class
after that i had JAPANESE as my next period and i had 2 period for Japanese how suckish is that!!
and it isn't as easy as you think it is!!
it's soo friggin hard!!i had to learn the basics coz all the other students had 2 years experience of Japanese and the 1st thing my teach said was get up and arrange yrself from shortest to tallest..
so as always i'll b the shortest!!!then had to answer some random questions was like an interview...
went bac to my seat and the teacher gav out sum question sheets and juz said this is the revision for last year and my imaginary jaw juz droped down!!
i looked at it and it was almost all Japanese and i did not understand a thing well except the ones tat are in English and sayonara but other than tat i dun!!AT last the teacher came to me and said how are you going and then he found out tat i hadn't learn Japanese at all...so i hav no choice but to learn all the basics where he gave me tis paper where Japanese letters and vowels were on it!!
i had to memorise all tat which would take ages wit all their signs and such!!
sensei(teacher) had helped me out and gave me a text book for me to learn my Japanese from scratch!!then then then i had to learn 2 years of basic Japanese and also learn my year 9 part of Japanese..
and b4 the half yearly exam which would reli soon i think..
then finally the bell rang and every1 went out of the classroom!!but i was the last one coz sensei wanted to talk to me abt my Japanese!!

had lunch and hung put wit friends while v talked till the bell rang AGAIN!!!
then i had History but v took at least 15 minutes to get our textbooks! at the hall and v went bac up the classroom to continue our lesson
but v took at least 10 minutes getting up and v took up 25 minutes from the 52 minute history lesson!
next had Science and i was going down to the lab when another science teacher said u gotta go bac up and u will c yr teacher there!!so i was already having a super heavy backpack but i dun mind after that coz v were allowed to use the Internet and to do sum research on cool scientists!!
after that went bac home!!!
after a whole day of school but it's aite coz the nest day which is today was Saturday and there's no school on Saturday!
how cool is tat!!1 day study and 2 days holiday!!
WOOOT!!!!but unlike any other student i had homework and i had to study my ass off for Japanese!!

well,it's getting late and i reli shud go and study rite now!!!
i'll probably post up my uniform pic tomorrow!!when i blog again!!i guess..

Jap:Sayoonara!!o yasumi nasai!!
Eng:Goodbye!!Goodnight!!=D

-the weird speaking Japanese Asian piggy-
I love my Asian bunny way back home!!
hugs and kisses!!
xd

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

AUSTRALIA DAY!!

OZ OZ OZ!!!=D
it's the way to go!!
the title says all..
It's Australia day today!!
and no work for practically every1 in Australia!!(excluding the radio ppl)

there was a sale of aussie bbq at Cook's park near my house
so from 7 am in the morning tonnes of aussies came over to tis park and ate all the sausages,steaks and burgers all they want!
cars were parked till who knows where!!
so as i woke up due to the uber noisy cars and aussies walking and talking oh so loudly!
i was thinking of going out to the park but then i felt too FAT to go and eat those super fattening Food!!

and rather than waking up and eatin' my breakkie
this activity i did was the last thing any1 could think of!!
I went to clean the kitchen!!
I mean seriously from all things I clean the kitchen
organizing the shelves and all..
cleaning the floor and the fridge..
was sooo sooo tired after i finished everything...
and i still havent taken by bath at tat moment..so i stank a lot..(i think)
then my dad called up i went to answer the phone and my dad said to get ready as v were going out to eat..
but as i went out to meet him..i saw him walking halfway home coz the restaurant he said v were going out to was close!!
and i juz said to him I TOLD YA it would b CLOSED!!
but no he said he wanted to go..
so v resoluted to cooking lunch at home..
the yummiest lunch eva!!
Maggi Mee and Beef Pie!!
mmmmm....feeling hungry??xp

well,after lunch studying till rite now...
lame chemistry and biology playing wit my brain..
wit their stupid crossword puzzles...

it's 8 pm!!!
and i've been on the com for 5 hours..
how cool is tat...

well,u finally got yr com up and running again..
ooh!!yr gonna post pics!!unbelievable..xo
have fun downloading all those softwares..teeheee...=D


hmm..ok,i think i should probably cont. studying rite now..
so till the next time..
I"LL BE BACK!!!!!!!SUPER PIGGY WILL b back!!

wishing all Australians an AWESOME AUSTRALIAN DAY!!!!!


-your oh so FAT piggy-
p.s I love you a lot if you don't know tat yet!!muaxx!!

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Counting down the days!!

ARGHHH!!!!!!!!

I can't believe it!!I missed church today and I wanted to giv the form in so tat i can help out in church on sundays!!
so unfair that my dad has to hav a paitent when it was time to go to church!
i woke up early and i slept early for nothing..and i had already gotten myself ready went my dad went out to fill up his gas tank..*sighs*
so so unfair!!

it's been so long since v talked!!!where are you and what happened to you!
no new posts on yr blog,no replies of emails,no online-ing on msn,no recent activities in facebook?!
yr reli making me worry bubba??!who knows you might b with sum other girl in Gurney?!
or mayb yr juz bz wit yr work at Crepes Cottage?

well,I have been counting the days on when i'll b starting school and when will I b going bac so that i can err....ok tis will sound reli lame..but lose weight for 1st day of school and for CNY coz i'll b putting on a lot of weight then..
well I hav 4 days till Orientation starts and 5 days till School starts..
Note:orientation is juz a day b4 school year starts!
Till I go back to m home sweet home will be 18 days!!

WOOOOOTTT!!!
and i know my bubba will b all hyper when he reads this..

It's reli sunny in Orange rite now and it is oso reli reli hot!!
i hope the weather will go down a lil so tat I can return the shoes I bought in the 1st place and buy sum err..wat is it...oh ya more school supplies..
have no idea wat i am gonna wear!!xp

when i was here last nite my dad photocopied sum exercises from my school books that i will do in SCHOOL!!!
and like now i'm stuck doing it till school starts!!
it's like practically every single night!!!
juz b4 i sleep i gotta do at leat 5 pages..
again Fun but unfair!!


so well,it's 7 pm and i'm running outta time again so i'll see to it tat i'll write more and hope to put pics soon..coz my blog kinda looks reli D-E-A-D!


Love,
Piggy Chen
p.s I hope bubba is orite?!

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Victory!!

OLA!!

as i said i'll write again..
and i am..
so like i bought my school shoes and some of my school supplies..
i couldn't belive tat my shoes were AUD45
if you convert it to m'sian ringgit i can buy a lotta stuff wit tat!!
and i bought tis "ONCE" soundtrack 4 jack jack tat cost AUD25
and wit the cost of school supplies and grocery shopping and and school uniform too!1
i am broke and hav oni AUD200++ left
sobs!!
SCHOOL YEAR here i come!!
better b ready for me!!


u know u know u know!!!
I have juz experinced a HAIL storm on a hot summers day!!
it's soooo sooo cool,there reli was ice falling from the sky..
and the sun was still shining brightly!!
but it hurts a lot so i hope tat next time when it happens it'll happen when i'm inside...
long distance relationship do suck!!


your not going online and i'm freaking bored and friggin sad too..xp...
now i know how u feel when i dun go online and v dun get to talk..
ok well,it's already 7 pm here in aussie and i'm outta time!!!

i'll blog more post when i come online next time!!!
alrite then ADIEOS Amigoes!!
and i'll b bac!!!



♥Ade Chen is in L-O-V-E!!♥

Thursday, January 21, 2010

school...

hey i'm bac after a friggin long period of time..

well..school starting in a week and i stil haven't bought my school shoes yet...

it's reli reli hard to find shoes tat match yr uniform here...

100% not like m'sia..


the name of my school will b James Sheahan Catholic High School and tat up there is my school logo!!
it's pretty big i guess and i juz hope tat i wont get lost at all...
will b pretty embarrasing if i get lost...laughing stock of the whole school...xp
i'll put in me wit my yucky icky uniform here as soon as school starts...
i will not look the same ade anymore...
more of an overstuffed blue balloon wit shoes on..
i dun reli hav much time soo i think i'll juz end it here...
and i'll post more when i hav the time or when i hav internet again...
-Ade Chen is saying Au revoir-
p.s. I Love my lil bubba...most awesome living thing eva!!*hugs and kisses* if your reading tis..

Sunday, January 17, 2010

it's it's it's a...........................................

RAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a small lil RAt with icky yucky small bodies and tail and nose and *vomits*
makes me sick thinking abt it!
i saw
IT at 12 midnight last nite when i juz finished watching a movie wit dad...
dad said ok well i'm tired and i'm gonna go to sleep...
then i went bac to the toilet to brush my teeth and all...~~

as i finished and i came bac to watch House on the tv...
you know the series abt the mean doctor who's the best doctor in a hospital and blah blah blah!!

i saw sumting moving below the table and i thought it shud b a cockroach or sumting but then i thought tat a cockroach couldn't b tat big!!
and so like any confused person would do is juz wait and c wat turns out!!
and as i waited i saw i saw a RAT!!!
a lil baby rat!!!

and it was running out to the hall and i didn't wanna get off the couch!!
it was lucky tat i wasn't sitting on the floor...
THANK GAWD!!!!!


and my jaws dropped as low as it can go?!
and i juz switched off the tv and slowly made my way to the bedroom and closed the door as fast as i can...

and juz try to forget abt wat i had juz seen..
now i'm so in shock tat i dun even dare to stay home alone without my dad...
so i have to sumhow waste my time on sumting...
and i'm even afraid to cook dinner at nites...

well..i do hope tat i'll juz run away and neva eva come bac and it doesn't hav family...
coz tat will make not wanting to even stay in the house...

well..i'm going off and Orange is reli reli cold or mayb it is juz coz of the air con??
hmm...i think i'll stick to the air con thingy...

me saying Au Revoir to ma readers...
and hav a great day!!

-Ade Chen going over and out-

p.s i miss my bubba soo much!!!i hope to talk wit him real soon...!!

Thursday, January 14, 2010

my last day?!

hmm...i fell reli reli sad now!!
well as i juz finished packing my bag and getting ready to go bac to Orange..
i keep on thinking tat i won't b able to c my bro and sis 4 a long time more and did i choose to go back tis early was a good idea...
i reli would miss them as i haven't been tis close to my siblings since when i was a toddler..
and now v all can hav more of a kinda grown up conversation
and wit my elder bro and my elder sis going off to U,i rarely see them anymore and they rarely come bac 4 hols...
and wit me currently staying in Orange wit dad...
i might almost neva see them till i finish my studies...
i dun wan tis to happen coz i love them a lot eventhough i dun show it...
they can b cool sumtims and they are when v get together during dinner,when cooking,juz jokin around at times...
hangin out in the living room
the 3 of us..laughing away...iwill reli reli miss tat...
GAWD!!!did i reli make a good choice of going bac today...
hmmm...well i'm actually leaving him too....
i wont b able to talk wit you anymore baby...
it will b tough but v both hav to try to not kill yrself b4 the other person replies...

hmm..the birds are chirping very loudly probably meaning tat it is time to go and wake up the gang..
and time 4 me to go..
so till the next comming post..


-sad piggy-
p.s. I reli will miss all of you!!!I hope v will always stay in touch 4va...
muaxx muaxx...

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Jack and Frank!!

tis pic will hav pix i guess...


hmm...well Jack is my fwen and eventhough v oni known each other 4 a shoet period of time and i hav oni seen him thrice but v r still the bestest of friends!!!


i'll tell every1 abt him..


well,he's nice and wicked awesome!!he's friendly!


still single..plays the guitar reli reli well..goes to the same music centre as me!


loves to skate and he loves Taylor Swift!!!


oh ya his name is Jackson Swift!!xp


WOOOOTTTT!!!


Go Jack!!!!











then Frank in the other hand is the most coolest guys ever!!!


well,he is my most fav adult cozzz of several reasons...such as:


1.he is cool!!


2.he is my guitar teacher!


3.he acts as if he is still uber young!!!


4.he is friendly!


5.he is COOL!!!!!


6.damn FUNNY!!!


7.sumtimes a show off but he's an awesome show off!!!




ok..he says tat he is 30+++ years old!!


so i'll juz take tat as 60 sumting!!!wakakakaka....XD


he's an awesome guitarist!!


he helped me buy my 1st classical guitar in a very reasonable price and says him a great model 4 beginners...


he writes his own books to b used during lessons...


he has two kids and both of them are in their 20's i think...




hmmmm...i juz miss them so much so it juz popped up in my mind to juz write a post 4 them!!!


oh ya and Jack and Frank both giv awesome advices!!!!


i juz love them...and hope to c them real soon!!!


wow!!it's 5 am and i shud sleep now!!!!!


so nighty nitez every1!!!!!muaxx!!!love ya'll!!




-Piggy going to bed wit almost a happy heart-

suggestion?!

well..as i was talking to sum1 last nite on MSN,he had given me the idea of email-ing each other instead of going online..juz email each other on and off..or mayb until one of us are able to reply...
so i was thinking tat mayb it is a good idea...and tat v shud at least try it out when school starts 4 me!!!
and tat u saying tat v may need to juz keep a distance 4 a lil while!
well i guess it is a perfect idea...
well,wat do u think if u wanna keep tis relationship going on...
do tell aite my hunky baby..
coz i dun hav much time left 4 me to use the internet!!


i'll b leaving to Orange on the 14th of January and the 13th will b the last day 4 me to use the internet b4 i hav to be a bookworm again!
well..yet again i'm still confused and i hav no idea wta is going on in my mind...
i juz reli hate it!!


-confused piggy juz doesn't care anymore-

Monday, January 11, 2010

do I hate him?!

well he apologized to me but i wasn't online,as always!

and he felt reli sorry but i still felt tat sumting he did was wrong so i was reli reli confused rite now!!!

oh GAWD!!why cant you juz tell me wat he did was wrong and why i am feeling so bad!?!?!?

hate tis sooo much!!



he ssaid that he was gonna online after work and all but still it's at 4 am in the morning rite her in Australia...

so shud i wait 4 him..it;s 2 am rite here now!!

it 2 hours till he onlines?!

shud i wait?but my bro is asking me to sleep!!

sigh..mayb i'll juz talk to him tomorrow morning!!yea mayb i'll do it tat way!


hmm...i think i reli gotta go now b4 my big bro bcomes a monster soon!!

tis is goodbye till tomorrow!!

-Adelene is still confused-

You Make Me Smile!

juz listen to it!!
it's a happy song!!!

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Sunday, January 10, 2010

is it over?

well,he finally went online but then the 1st thing he said to me was go sleep
and i was reli waiting the whole nite!
even making myself a cup of coffee but in the end i was told to sleep!!
but of course i didn't after tat as it was already 4:30a.m and i had to wake up at 8 am
and he told me to at least get sum sleep and go to sleep
i was reli pissed at tat time...
wat's the point of sleeping when u hav to wake up 3 hours later???
might as well dun sleep at all...



well,it's 6 am now and i'm still reli pissed...
for an hour i hav been trying to calm myself down but i juz can't till i sent tis message to him!

I never ever ever want to speak with you again(sumthing like it)
Bye and take care
Adelene

and after i sent it there was no way of turning bac!
and now i'm wondering if our relationship is finally over!
i mean i reli still love him but at tat moment he juz made me do mad tat i couldn't control myself anymore!!!

I know tat he did it coz he wanted me to sleep and get a lot of rest coz it has been 2 nights since i slept nicely and early!!and dun b a panda freak!!but eventhough i insisted tat i was fine,he still felt bad..
he thought he was selfish and thinking of his wants and needs but it was actually all me!
i had chosen to stay up and so tat v can b together longer but it juz made everything worse...
hmm...now i can reli say tat LOVE RELI SUX!!!especially Far distances one!!


i hav been thinking he wasn't actually selfish and i was the one being selfish coz he knew tat i would go online at nites and wait 4 him to talk with him..
and tat too is after work..where he would b reli tired and i'll make him talk to me and stay up longer and he doesn't get enuf rest too...
am i being selfish??
*sigh* i think i reli am selfish!!hmm...i should just stop going online at nites and limit my online time so tat tis wont ever happen again...but in the other hand..i'll b leaving to Orange soon and once i move there i won't b able to talk wit him ever again...till i get bac to m'sia or till i hav wifi at home!!
GAWD!!wut do u wan me to do!!
i'm so damn freaking confused rite now...


righto!!
it's time 4 me to get ready 4 church and probably get my eyes rested a lil bit b4 i go or not i'll b sleeping duriing the service which is not good at all...
hmm...time 4 me to go then...
so is our relationship over for good coz of me??
juz give me a sign wont u!!
coz i reli dun wan it to b...

good morning every1 in australia and goodnite 2 every1 in m'sia!!!
take care and the confused pig once again is leaving...
-still confused-
p.s kenn baby i still love you and i hope tat v will b together always!!
muaxx..i love you more than anything in the world!!!

I miss him!

wow!!it's already 4 am and I am still waiting for him to go online...

since last nite I haven't stop thinking abt you..

the oni thing in my mind was i can't believe i wont b talking wit him after next wednesday!!

coz i'll b moving bac to orange and i would oni b able to talk to you hopefully once a week!!

or mayb none at all...

sigh!

i'll miss you soo much!!and to think i cant even stand a day without talking wit you,how can i handle a whole week without talking with you?!

i'll probably kill myself after 2 days..i'll juz spend every waking moment thinking abt you and how sweet u are!!

it's 4:10a.m and still no sign of him..mayb he wont b going online tonite!!
mayb he is juz too tired from all the work he did today?!

well,i can't always want him to juz appear when i miss him rite!!i need to understand his work time and his responsibilities too!!

well,it's getting late and i shud reli go!!!

nitez!!!sweet dreamz!!

-Piggy is still waiting-

missing you!!

Saturday, January 9, 2010

he's working?!

AHH!!!!!it has been 3 days sinced he started work and i haven't talked wit him since!!i wish tat i could juz b there with him working!!

i reli do miss him...i hope v would b able to talk soon coz not talking wit him juz makes life unliveable!!

he is everything to me!!

and yes i love you a lot!!

and i read yr blog abt being the oni guy at CREPES'!

but still i'm fine wit it coz non of the girls sounded as hot as me!!

OOOPPSSS did tat sound rite to you?!

niways!!i juz want to b wit you!!

today had been a boring day..had ntg much to do..was juz thinking of you!!

juz did sum cooking,cleaning and sum reading..

well,i feel kinda tired rite now so i think tat i would juz end tis post since there is ntg else to blog abt!!

and goodnite and sweet dreamz!!!

Piggy Chen loves her hunky baby kenny!!

-gone to sleep-

Friday, January 8, 2010

Tired much!

Phew...
*wiping sweat*
been reli hot all of a suddeni mean not all of a sudden lar,it has juz been hot..which is reli good i guess after all the cool days...
but it is cold at nites which reli creeps me off..
aren't hot days suppose to hav hot nites too...
so not like Malaysia..
i miss all the heat from there...
i gotta stop whining..bad bad 4 me!


my legs are killing me from all the walking v did 4 2 days in a row..
well,it was worth it though...
bought quite an amount of stuff..and good ones too...
i bought a white dress..it looks reli summer-ish,spaghetti strap,reli see through but i'll find a way to wear it to go out...AUD15.00
i bought a green beanie...it looks awesome...AUD5.00
hmm...then i bought a black v-neck shirt...AUD9.67
in total everything tat i used to buy my clothings are.....AUD29.67
ain't tat cheap but if converted to malaysian will b around RM60-70
which is reli reasonable!!
but i reli need to buy sum or a couple of shoes from here...in love wit them...
had Max Brenner's Chocolate Bar with my sister today..
ate waffles wit chocolate tat cost us AUD16.00 for 2..
was alrite eventhough v were dying to eat it..
if there is any1 coming to aussie u shud go and try it if u're ok wit spending money on juz chocloate on food...
but they hav a very unique drink called suckau...
where u hav milk on a fire and u slowly put in choclate chips and constantly stir it and u will get a chocholate milk drink...
but dun go there twice coz u'll feel bored abt it..
oh ya..ROCK CANDY!!!
i think every single human being shud try it..
it is sooo yummy-licious...
i bout sum attitude pills made out of rock candy 4 sum1...
sorry but they didn't hav any bigger bottles...hehe..
and a bottle of raspberry drops 4 me!!
again i'm saying it..they are yummy-licious....


wow..my hunky baby is finally working!glad tat he likes the job or not tak tahu macam mana nak dapat cari duit for me!i mean for "us"..xp
i miss him a lot though..been freaking long since v last talked...i dun hav much time left in Melbourne coz i hav to go back to Orange soon.i gotta start reading and studying my books b4 school starts 4 me to b the wiz kid for the 1st time...hehe...which will either suck or b reli cool...but i wanna spend time wit u more b4 no time if left to b spent...i love u kenn mullen and i wanna b wit u forever!



well,again it is sleepy time so gudnite everybody and thx 4 reading!!!
tune in for more of my adventures...
tis piggy is going to sleep!
-OUT-

Monday, January 4, 2010

Am I Sick?!

well,it has been reli cold recently..
hopefully the weather will b better...i hav been coughing non-stop 4 he past few dayz and i seem to always hav a blocked nose..
mayb it is juz side effects from my sinus problem...even my aunt is worried bout me,saying tat i hav been coughing too much..
but i haven't been sneezing a lot..
hmm.. a mystery or mayb it is juz sum allergies or the cold dry air...
sooo juz let tat b...

I cried yesterday(2/1/2010) and i hav no idea y...
it happened while i was talking wit my dad on the phone abt the plan 4 me to go bac to Orange.
he told me if i wanted could stay in elbourne longer but i juz said to him NO,I WANT TO GO BACK NOW,I DUN WANT TO STAY HERE ANYMORE..
i felt reli bad after tat coz my aunt was there and she was taking care of us soo well..
but i seriously had no idea y did i cry abt me going bac to Orange!I shud b Ecstatic...but i wasn't..another mystery 4 me....been a weird day..

I've been studying as usual...tis time i studied harder than ever...currently my brain is now full of sciency stuff...which makes me kinda like a dork..i actually spent a whole hour trying to understand abt the stars in my science book...was reli interesting but kinda hard...
*sigh*I hope i can cope wit it during my school lessons and hope i can score all As' during my exams..hmm..i'll try my hardest...

well,my school is gonna start on the 29th of January but then i hav an orientation a day b4 school starts..part of me is juz reli excited but the other part juz wants to go bac to M'sia where my friends and my hubby is..but in the other hand i hav my dad here wit me!!And i can't b selfish it'll juz b unfair coz my dad had given up a lot juz to get me here for me to hav a great future!
so i shud juz go for it and i am actually reli interested in my studies here...i shud juz b thankful tat i hav the chance to b here rite now!!and i thank God for it!!

As always i feel a lil tired so i think i shud get sum sleep now...


Au Revoir
Sayonara
Selamat Tinggal
Bye Bye!!!

-Piggy asleep-

Saturday, January 2, 2010

it's a new year!

WELCOME 2010!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR everybody!!
after spending 365 days in 2009 changes hav been happening..
such as:
  • students being more mature!
  • studies improving
  • friends disappearing
  • politics getting worse
  • who knows mayb parents divorcing

there is always a mystery in LIFE!

there are pasts which do not wan to b remembered and would juz like to keep it tat way.

there are sweet and or loving memories tat is juz too precious to b forgotten and would always want to b remembered..Those memories will neva b able to b done again..

Life,Family and Friends are the most important ppl ever in LIFE!No one can ever replace them..

so,enjoy LIFE with them and neva b sad nor neva b feeling lonesome coz family and friends are always with you rite by yourside..

Live Life,Enjoy Life!

and again I wish everybody a very Happy New Year!!

the end!

_________________________________________________

well,to my story..

hmm..my mum and my lil bro had to go bac to Malaysia last nite on NEW YEAR'S EVE!!and so all the public transports were all FREE!!!but it was raining heavily and it was all slippery...thank God i did not FALL!!

here in Australia,the youngsters take New Year in the serious level mostly due to getting "banged"!!there are those who also just want to enjoy the companies they hav wit the wonderful display of fireworks!

well,as the train was arriving to our stop...our jaws juz completely dropped down due to the amount of ppl who were on the train..it was completely crowded wit ppl from babies to grandparents..was a sight to c..

and so while my family members were boarding there was no room 4 me but at last..my aunt pulled me up on the train and i could feel the pressure of ppl pushing juz to get everything almost comfortable...on almost every stop..the ppl do not get lesser but more and more coz every1 wants to do the countdown in the city where there will be fireworks!

in the train th boyz were all sooo noisy..they were shouting in our ears till it reaches our eardrums..but the girls were reli nice but they were reli HORNY!!it was a whole new experience!!

juz thank God tat ntg had happened and the train bac home was not as bad as on the way there!!

well,as v sent off our family members and said our goodbyes v juz came bac home and took a shower...as though there were saliva on our heads due to the height of our body compareed tot he height of the youngsters!!

well..tat is how i conclude my post!!!i'm reli sleepy so i think i should go and sleep now!!

again i wish u all a very Happy New Year!!